I am so tired, but I want to read my book. So, I think I am off to do that now!

Toodles!

Heidi and I went out to party it up, and danced for three hours on the dance floor (minus the breaks for potting and the refilling of lucious drinks ^_^), and witnessed the costume contest!

OPE! I had a costume malfunction myself! I had an old French Maid outfit, but it turned out to show my "buns" too much, so we made a pitstop at Gordmans ( I LOVE THAT STORE!) and bought a new outfit that I still love to wear! Sooo cute! it was a purple ruffled shirt and black goucho-like kapris. LOVE IT!

In other news, my G-pa N had a stroke on Tuesday night, and now has to go to weekly PT appotinments....whoot whoot.

Heidi breaks my heart, poor lady :( she is now getting a divorce from her husband....I feel so had for her :( I could have cried, so, Heids, if you ever read this, THIS CHEERY BOMB IS FOR YOU! ^_^

I GOT ACCEPTED INTO THE MEDICAL CODING PROGRAM!!!! Classes start on January 12!!! Uber excitement. I have to get going on my Financial Aid papers so I can go.

My new glasses gave me headache, and now I am so miserable. :( anyways, its 1:40 am.ish, I should go to bed and maybe my aching willl go away.....*begs*

Toodles!

So, last night Hedi and I went over to Wasusau to Bullshooters for an Eric Church concert. The music and drinking in itself was amazing, but for the volume of the bar, it dont think it had the compacity for almost 1,000 people. Too many people were bumping, pushing, and hitting me, and since I swear every single personl over 6 foot came to that damn concert....ALL AT ONCE! I never did get to watch the concert....I mainly tried to jig along...and then we just sat down and won free jello shots as they were throwen out into the Crowd...exterme fun! I caught six of them! yay for me!

I love watching drunk people when I am sorta-kinda-soberish....its awesome! They are so funny! Hugs and kisses, talking, drinking, then more hugs and kisses. Lol, and I got sat on and burnt by a ciggerette from some really schwasted dude! Wow...it was awesome! I made it home at a bout 3:30am.....and then passed out til about 1:30pm.

I guess wer are going back on Friday for Halloween; they have judges and a cash prize! even though I wont be competeing, I just want to go to watch...I will be going as s french maid...with fishnets and all! Soooo excited!!!

Well, off to bed, I have a two point five hour long meeting tomorrow at the big CM....getting bitched at for doing my job...

tooddles!

So, whooptefreakindo! I thougth I'd give an update, just in case some poor sould wonders onto this lone, meager, journal of mine. So, I will be going to classes in January, once I get through the whole Application process....YAY! SOOOO excited! I cant wait! I will be doing mainly some of the required classes (med. Term, Antaomy and junk), so yayness! I can't explain how excitied I am!!!


Still debating if I want to move back to Eau Claire after I graduate or move to Wausau. I still need to think about that. I think I want a fresh start in a new town. I am thinking about Wausau though...I have a friend who might want to move with me as well.


Saw V (5) comes out this Friday! OMG OMG OMG!!!! I am ssssooo psyched for that! But, *sigh* I have to work til tenish, so, that means, no Saw V for mal...(for now! Maybe on Sunday or somenight next week!). Family Guy Volume 6 is out...I would love to get it, but I am going out on a date with my Heidi ^_^ Bullshooters here we come! Totally (and disgustingly) excited about puking on teh 26th! Wowzers! Then again we go "skankin it up!" on all hallows eve! YAY! HARDCORE!

Mom told me "Batman: The Dark Knight" Comes out in Decemeber....damn! I really want to see that movie, more than Saw V (ok...I lied, not more than that!).

Anways, I should get to bed, Mission Hill is on soon, and so are the nightly repeats, that-i-can-repeat-by-heart Family Guys come one!

Toodles!

PS: I never thought I'd like ANY of Marylins Mansons songs, but "This is Halloween" is kinda my song of the season! (til Thanksgiving, when its past all this "trick or Treat" sheenanagins!

Arugh! I am so pissed! I cant go to school in January, unless I shell out $700 for my transcripts! I can't even get my unofficial transcripts because of it. I HATE CVTC! That means, if I can't get the transcripts, I will have to take a test....I am maybe thinking about doing that. What could happen? Cheaper than scrambling to get $700, I suppose. When the Admissions coordinator calls back, we can talk about it.
So, I was supposed to have tonight off, nope! I now have to work and I am so pissed! I dont want to, too bad people are too lazy to take the responsibility for their jobs. And yet, I dont even get a simple raise.

I feel like crying! Why can't I just have a night off to myself?! Mom and dad are gone, I would have the house to myself DAMMIT!

Arugh! Why? Like mom says, "when it rains, it pours!" Shit. So, today started out fine, went to my Drs appt, and came home. Took a nap and got up to go to work.

Now I should explain, the only species that can get asthma are humans and felines. So, my cat has asthma...really bad. I had noticed that she was weezing while she was sleep, so I gave her the meds she was supposed to have. Well, after I gave them to her, she stopped breathing and started to puke up foamy slim. I immdeately panicked and called the vet. The vet said she was fine, and to come in tomorrow a.m. But, as I was heading out the door for work, she started coughing and couldn't breath again. I called mom (she was in Wausau and dad was at work) and she said to take her in.
So, making myself an hour late for work, and speed to the vet, only to have my car shut off. Imagine! In the middle of rushing my cat to the vet, my car dies! FUCK! So, basically stranded, I had to find somoene to come help me. My Aunt came from her house and got me.
Needless to say my dad go tmy car to work, Diamond got new meds and should be fine, and I went to work, my eyes all read and puffy, crying and hyperventilating.

Happy Fricking Day!

So, today was a total bust. I hate RCU...they suck! I really want my glasses, can't get them until next week when I get paid again. But, on the upside, I might get to go back to college this January! Talk about uber excitment!!! I really dont want to go to work tomorrow, but I have Friday and Saturday off...which is nice! First one in a long, long, long time! So, that is a total plus.

Next week g-ma comes for a visit. Not too excited about that, she wants to know too much about my life, and I kinda don't like it. Oh well, that's the way life goes. Having a lot of issues lately, dunno why though. I really wish I knew. Acutally, I don know what is going on and what is making me feel so less like me; the struggle with my sexuality. I know I am straight, but I also know I am attracted to women. Its so confusing, I don't know what to do. Its tearing me apart inside. I wish I knew what I was doing and how I was going to handle it.

Tottally stressing out! Work was a killer, so slow and everyone needed me for the simplest tasks! I am pretty sure I don't have to hold their hands all of the time. I mean, c'mon! 
Definately getting sick, I can feel it coming on. As a matter of fact, I am sneezing and sniffling rightnow. All night I was miserable....definately a cold. Dorian is almost begging for me to love him...so I best go lay down and love him...poor fella!

So, today was just another stressful day. Woke up and ate some breakfast and then basically got ready for work. Well, work was work, not much to say about that. Fell off the stool, hurt my knee, and laughed until I cried.

I think I have a date next Saturday with a guy named Brandon...not sure if it's gonna work out. eh, we'll see.
We have Chester, my Aunt and Uncle's Yorkie. He's cute and is totally napping on my floor, in my clothes, my work clothes.  Kinda cute....not gonna lie....

Anyways, I should really go wash the make up off my face....and maybe go to bed early.

Tooddles!

So, I realized that I haven't updated in a long, long, almost to the point of decades (ok, well, thats a little exagurated {sp??}). Its high time I update cha'll!

So, I quit my job were I had to bust my ass every morning to get there only to have them basically try to find a way to fire me (which, in my defense, was all bull**** to me!). At the same time, FA decided not to help me though college this year, so now I have to wait until next year, when we can prove that "we are too poor". So, I moved out of EC and back to the East area, where I came from. I am back at my old job and in my old position.

I don't like my job, but the only thing I like about it is the socializing I get and some of my co-workers are the bomb freakin' diggety! I have made my very best friends there, and still love them to this day! Hate some of my bosses, but who doesn't!

I have a meeting with the Admission counsler Monday a.m. to see if I can start an online Med. Term. class which would give me a leg up in the Medical Coding program I want to start next Fall (2009). Pretty Psyched if I can do that....one step closer to working in my career goal of an Insurance Claims Analyst! Dunno were I wanna go with that yet, I might stay in the Wausau area to spiff up the ol' res, maybe someday work my way into working down in Va, particuliary the Norfolk/Newport News/Viriginia Beach area.

In other, more exciting ways, I am really liking the whole "being 21" thing. Heidi and I have had some pretty wild nights, and I am looking farward to more! She was the one who totally broke my "bar" cherry. I had only been to a few bars, but not enough to actually socialize there, I only hopped. Still can't remember my 21st b-day though.....do remember the hang over....in the middle of work....holy shite!

Can't wait for October!! Two weekends in a row with Heidi and having fun!!! I love hanging with her, and can't believe that I was away from her for two years! Obviously, I have had some dull moments in those years, and just recently I realzied that I have missed her more than I knew.

Anyways, I should be off now, gotta catch some Z's....work again tomorrow, only 6 hours, but on Sat I picked up some hours and work 9 hours :{ yikes! But hey...gotta pay the bills somehow!

Toodles!

[I dunno why I got the Cosmic Sans font...since I did copy and paste....kinda cool!]